they say – you give some, you take some,
they say we can even make demands.
they say in life all comes and goes,
they say tears are also part of the fun.
can you tell that a soul is broken?
am I still within your sight?
do you hear the words unspoken?
will these thoughts remain unwoven?
they say – memories don’t fade,
they say feelings won’t abate.
they say my fears are unfounded,
they say my thoughts have been mislaid.
can you still remember?
am I who you used to know?
do you sense my constrained behaviour?
will this memory last forever?
yet I fear you will forget,
as you cross the bridge and take the step.
I watch as age soon catches up,
and all that grows is more regret.
can you tell that I still care?
were you ever angry?
do you see now life is bear?
will this pain some day repair?
“willst du einen Schneeballen?”
the shopkeeper kindly questioned.
but festive as the dessert might be,
I knew again that tears had fallen.
can I take back what I’d said?
have i made you suffered?
did you know what laid ahead?
were you feeling once betrayed?
they say – life is over, it is too late,
they say you’ll be fine at heaven’s gate.
they say there’s nothing more to ponder,
I should’ve known – they could never relate.
they say – they say… but they never knew.